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Kristee Mays - Fighting For You <3

September 20, 2010

Mm Yeah
See how shes lookin in my eyes
Any guy would kill for that
She's a beautiful girl and shes into me but Im too busy still looking back
Now I'm walking her to the door tryin' to kiss her goodnight
Something inside just don't feel right

My friends tell me I gotta give it up so I've been trying to move on
But my hearts still caught and my heads not clear of the pictures from before you were gone
And I never wanna hurt no one
Tryin' to forget your name
Something inside just don't feel the same
Noo
She's not you
And I don't know what to say
But I'll say it anyway
No matter what I do
I can't believe the lie
And I just can't see it through
No, she's not you

Woke up in the middle of the night
Started reaching for the phone
Had to take a breath and remind myself that you said you needed time alone
Didn't know what I wanted then and I know I let you down
Baby I know what I gotta do now
She's not you
And I don't know what to say
But I'll say it anyway
No matter what I do
I can't believe the lie
And I just can't see it through
She's not you when she smiles
Not you when she wakes
Or you when she cries
Not you when she breaks
And I don't want to hurt her
But I know that it's true
She's not you
Oooh woah oh, not you

No, she's, she's not you
Don't know what to say
But I'll say it anyway
No matter what I do
I can't believe the lie
And I just can't see it through
(She's not you)
She's not you
And I don't know what to say
But I'll say it anyway
No matter what I do
But I can't believe the lie
And I just can't see it through
No, she's not you

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The end of another school year, and the beginning of another summertime ! xP

June 16, 2010

Wow. Yet another school year has totally flown by! Today was the second to last day of 9TH Grade! Everyone is so excited to be moving on...I'm practically a 10TH Grader now! And I believe we're all much more mature; We're much closer to finding ourselves. But as I sit here, signing yearbooks and clearing out all my stuff, I think: Pretty soon this will all be gone, and, as much as nobody wants to admit it: We're all gonna look back and wish these days hadn't gone by so fast! Summer 2010 i...

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Song Lyrics: Taylor Swift: The Other Side Of The Door

December 17, 2009

In the heat of the fight;
I walked away.
Ignoring words that you were saying,
Tryna make me stay.
I said, "This time I had enough."
And you've called a hundred times,
But I'm not pickin' up.
'Cause I'm so mad, I might tell you that it's over.
But if you look a little closer

I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window, throwing pebbles; screaming, "I'm in love with you."
Wait there in the pourin' rain,
Come back for more.
And don't you leave,
'cause I know all I need
is on the o...
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Closure

December 11, 2009

Closure. Trying to get over you. Desperately. I need you. I care for you. I love you. Part of me still wants you. But i'm looking for closure; Trying to tell myself it's over. I want to reach a state where I can re-live our good times; And weep not for the memories. I don't know how I can lock you out of my heart; But i'm trying. Heck; I have breathing problems and need mental help from trying to get over you! I'm gonna miss you like crazy! I hope you want me back; But I can't take you back; ...
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i miss you

December 1, 2009

i miss you. I miss a few people. Dylan Cawston, Bro, we've been the best of friends, Like siblings; Literally; Since we were 4 years old! Don't let a stupid fight ruin us now! i miss you! I know that we were made to be close, Dyl. It's obvious. My hHeart feels like it's screaming; Please don't leave me! Remember in 6TH Grade when I was soo sick and upset; And you made me feel better with "Eraser People". Remember me almost falling off a bench at our Elementary School Graduation, Right after m...
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Entoxicated

November 26, 2009

I feel soo entoxicated around you. Whenever I see you I die. Whenever I hear your voice my heart stops beating. Whenever I feel like your memory is breaking my heart; I think of how one day you WILL want me. You told me yourself that any guy who made that mistake would want me back! But you said I could laugh about it and move on...With you I wouldn't. I still love you! </3 <3

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Whenever I see you I ACT Like Nothing's Wrong... </3

November 18, 2009

I still miss you; In a way. Whenever I see you I act like nothing is wrong. But I still shed a tear every time. I just pretend i'm okay with it all... I don't know how long this feeling will last; But my heart tells me forever. Things have gotten better. But my memories will always haunt me... </3

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Young && Carefree

November 12, 2009

Life used to be soo much less complicated! I believe that the reason why nobody seems to know who they really are until they are older, is because life is too easy when you are little for you to ever need to be your true, unique self. I remember days when I was young and carefree; Not stressed alone in this city. I am loving where I am now; It is where I have always wanted to be. But sometimes I wish that I could go back to being Young && Carefree.
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Nobody's Perfect

October 15, 2009

Nobody’s Perfect. That’s just the way it is. Some of us may seem perfect in another’s eyes, but not to the rest of the world. Nobody is truly perfect. There is no such thing as a perfect person; but some people are perfect for each other. (Like we are!) <3

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Can Things Ever Really Go Back To The Way They Were?

October 8, 2009

I guess I got what I wanted. I just wish that we could talk more. How could I be such an idiot? I miss the way things were bbefore; When things between us were EASY. I just pray to my beloved Lord that things can still work out to absolute pperfection. I know everything I want. YOU are everything I want. I'm in LOVE with you. To be honest; I just need my true friend back...